Perhaps most important, we have seen God's faithfulness. He has shown us how He will never leave us in a storm. He has given me even more of a desire to love the orphans of the world. I know He will continue to lead me to them.
My friend, Faith said it so well. She said, "There is something that is so unexplainable joyous when our children come to us through adoption. It really is something you can only understand completely if you have experienced it. Giving birth to our biological children is such a magical miracle and we know they are a part of us. Adoption is like finding a missing piece of your heart." Well said, Faith.
I knew since I was a child I wanted to adopt. People have asked me, "Why?" I say, "Why not?" Sure it's expensive. Sure, they will take a lot of your time. Sure, you don't know what you are getting. I get that. I understand all that. But what about the fact that our time is not our time? Our money is not our money? We only woke up today, because God has work for us to do. We are breathing right now because He has more planned for us, here. Now. Today. So what is it? Maybe you are not "called" to adopt. Maybe He has other ways in mind for you to advance His kingdom. Ask Him. Once you do, you will feel driven, unstoppable, and blessed. It's true, when we bless others, it is we who are blessed as well. Let Him use you. HE WILL.
When you look at me and my boatload...please know, I am not perfect. I am not special. I don't have a gift. I have just answered to a call. I know He has more for me to do, and I am trying to figure out what that is. It is a constant mission. There are days when I ask myself what I have gotten myself into. Days when my house looks like a bomb went off, I have a huge list of things to do that I don't know how I am going to do it, days when I feel like I have yelled to much and hugged too little. But He always gets me through them. At the end of the day when my littles are all tucked in bed and resting so peacefully, He always sets me strait. This is not about me, or my house, or my to-do list. This thing we call life is about Him. Fortunately, He wants the best for me, and you, (and the orphans) of the world. Every.Single.Soul.
Ask, Seek, Knock.
Last night we took the kids out to celebrate one year as a forever family. We ate Sushi at the "Rice Monkey." (I love that name, it just makes me smile.) Then, we took the kids to "Top That," to load up their frozen yogurt with any toppings they wanted. Trigg and Ivor's eyes just gleamed. They knew something was up. It was a great time and we are looking forward to another wonderful year as a family of 7!
Blessings to you,